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I need to connect.

More with people, and not get so caught up in whether or not they'll even accept me... because I already have established friends and if they don't want to give me a chance then I should just move on. I need to cement these relationships down; so I have something to come back to.

I just I wasn't so aware of how others treated me and just stopped being on this paranoid train to nowhere. I need to meet better people in my life... hopefully college will bring new (healthy) and fun friendships my way... Oh I do hope so